It was what its proper body also expected of it, that used of all the possibilities to get the necessary information to the party. ' ' (…) here it is me member of the Committee Ghost, debtor to the dissimulation, intrigues, the fingimento, all species of disgusting slyness ' ' (p 117). Exactly if feeling used and not agreeing to some things, its faith in the fight was inabalvel. After suffering new removal, without explanation, it decides together with Oswald, leaving Brazil. The organization of the party, knowing of its travels assigns, it to go to Russia, with its proper resources, supplies only documents. It starts thus its trips for the world.
U.S.A., Japan, China and Russia. In the text it does not have great stories of these trips, only some impressions, some described as of small account total. It did not have new features for, seemed all equal one in the world, until arriving at China. There, its perception regarding the conditions of life of population torments the Chinese it, setting on fire of time its desire for the revolution, for the oppressed salvation of ' ' Nonsense is everything so needily, that I never had courage to tell what I found there. The lie, fabula horrifies grotesca me for ridicule and same I think that everything that vi were mentira.' ' (p 144). Its experience with the drugs is told in this period of total discredit of the world.
When arriving Siberia all the evil to be acquired in China if esvai, its joy when entering in the country where the revolutionary ideal, theoretically, this if materialize, where the communism equals to all in a welfare common, makes with that it feels the life to blow in its face. Its deslumbramento is instantaneous, even so conscientious of its fanatism, cries ahead of the tomb of Lnin. Paul Ostling oftentimes addresses this issue. It perceives some signals of that nor everything is of the skill that if presents to its eyes, but prefers to believe in its heart, in what it searched during as much time.